Mercredi 24 Juillet 2019 - 22h22 - Your face remains
Felt like the need to write something in English. Maybe to feel less guilty about what I've been feeling lately. Cause yes, he's still in my mind after all this fucking time and it kills me by how stupid and melancholic I can be. Actually, I think I know why it comes back now... A few days before leaving Japan, I decided to send him a postcard, I had the idea a couple months before going, but a friend told me "What's the point ? You guys aren't talking anymore.". So I kinda forgot about it, yet, it stayed in a corner of my mind, you know, just in case I would feel the need to do it anyway. (...)